Sunday, May 19, 2019

Dream date: (continued) first week of May
Dream: I dreamt that I was hanging out with Zion and Livvy. We had just come outside from being in a restaurant. It was at night and we're in the process of going to get into the car. When I looked around I couldn't see the car that we had brought. I was looking for a blue Nissan. I scanned the whole parking lot. I couldn't see where I parked the car where I thought I had parked it. I turned to Zion and Livy, and I got really mad at them. I couldn't believe that they let me lose the car that the car was stolen. I was blaming it on them. I turned to scan the parking lot again realizing that we didn't bring the Nissan.  That the car that I drove was my Jeep.  i wake up.
 Your personal interpretation/comments: symbolically the car means Emotional Self. In most dreams the car is how we drive our emotional well-being. I feel like there is something to confront here with Livvy and Zion. I personally feel like there is something I'm mad about  that has to do with my own identity that i blamed my younger siblings of. It may have  better light  if spoken about--Something we should get together and talk about.

1 comment:

  1. This IS interesting because you told me over the weekend that you feel like instead of establishing a friendship with Mom and Dad, Mom was having more kids and Dad was busy with work.(so that would make sense that you might feel like it's your younger siblings' fault that you are here in life) I think it's interesting that you were looking for a blue Nissan (blue could be fear, loss, grief, or loyalty and integrity on the good side) Do you connect a Nissan with Dad, because he had one?
    But then you realized what really brought you here was your own Jeep (or your own "stuff", not anyone else's)

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