Family Reunion

Dream date: May, 20th 2019
Dream: I was in an office space and realized that there was a timely issue coming up regarding the need to have a family reunion. I was gathering our whole extended family and asking everyone all sorts of questions to see when would be the best time to do this for everyone before I left for Vermont in Aug. I felt A Lot of frustration and anger cause no one else was stepping up to do this. So I kept continuing to try although I kept coughing and feeling like I had something stuck on my throat.
Your personal interpretation: unsure yet, usually I have to allow my physical waking life to unfold and I have been reading about how to interpret dreams. It is said that the feelings in dreams is the most poinient part so if the visuals don't make sense you wait till you feel that same emotion in waking life and usually then the visuals will be understandable. Also read that every aspect we see in dreams even though represented by people in our life is actually am aspect of our own being. That looking at the dream from the other perspectives brings a lot of information to our conciousness. I've also noticed that usually in dreams the 'I' perspective that I experience is an aspect of my self that I don't normally have conciousness of in waking life. So then when I go about my day I have better understanding of that part of me that needs it's voice heard and my attention where as I might not ever have awareness of that part of me at all until I had that dream. So super grateful to be having my dreams and allowing my Whole Self to Reveal itself to me. Grateful that I am learning how to expand and See more fully. That I can be Kind and Patient with parts of my being that are still growing and are scared to communicate. Proud of those parts of me for being Brave and Strong and trying. I heard that Spirit Respects Effort. No matter how seemingly small it may be to my waking self. My waking self has a very limited Perspective in regards to what my larger self/higher self/God aspect has awareness of. I am Learning to Trust as an experience not just as pretty words to say which includes feeling some fear sometimes. Standing on the edge of the cliff knowing I have the desire to fly but I can't actually See the next step. There would be some obvious fear in that. I take the leap anyway and hold my prayer in my heart of Trust that my desires and intentions are not separate but Extensions of God. I Love You Guys. Thank You for Sharing Your Self's with me. For taking the leap. I keep hearing that the ripple effect of us sharing simply with one another. To practice courage with the ones we love. Can be scary. And will also be Magically Rewarding. Mahalo Ke Akua 🦋