Dream date: May, 20th 2019
Dream: I was in an office space and realized that there was a timely issue coming up regarding the need to have a family reunion. I was gathering our whole extended family and asking everyone all sorts of questions to see when would be the best time to do this for everyone before I left for Vermont in Aug. I felt A Lot of frustration and anger cause no one else was stepping up to do this. So I kept continuing to try although I kept coughing and feeling like I had something stuck on my throat.
Your personal interpretation: unsure yet, usually I have to allow my physical waking life to unfold and I have been reading about how to interpret dreams. It is said that the feelings in dreams is the most poinient part so if the visuals don't make sense you wait till you feel that same emotion in waking life and usually then the visuals will be understandable. Also read that every aspect we see in dreams even though represented by people in our life is actually am aspect of our own being. That looking at the dream from the other perspectives brings a lot of information to our conciousness. I've also noticed that usually in dreams the 'I' perspective that I experience is an aspect of my self that I don't normally have conciousness of in waking life. So then when I go about my day I have better understanding of that part of me that needs it's voice heard and my attention where as I might not ever have awareness of that part of me at all until I had that dream. So super grateful to be having my dreams and allowing my Whole Self to Reveal itself to me. Grateful that I am learning how to expand and See more fully. That I can be Kind and Patient with parts of my being that are still growing and are scared to communicate. Proud of those parts of me for being Brave and Strong and trying. I heard that Spirit Respects Effort. No matter how seemingly small it may be to my waking self. My waking self has a very limited Perspective in regards to what my larger self/higher self/God aspect has awareness of. I am Learning to Trust as an experience not just as pretty words to say which includes feeling some fear sometimes. Standing on the edge of the cliff knowing I have the desire to fly but I can't actually See the next step. There would be some obvious fear in that. I take the leap anyway and hold my prayer in my heart of Trust that my desires and intentions are not separate but Extensions of God. I Love You Guys. Thank You for Sharing Your Self's with me. For taking the leap. I keep hearing that the ripple effect of us sharing simply with one another. To practice courage with the ones we love. Can be scary. And will also be Magically Rewarding. Mahalo Ke Akua 🦋
Monday, May 20, 2019
Sunday, May 19, 2019
Dream date: (continued) first week of May
Dream: I dreamt that I was hanging out with Zion and Livvy. We had just come outside from being in a restaurant. It was at night and we're in the process of going to get into the car. When I looked around I couldn't see the car that we had brought. I was looking for a blue Nissan. I scanned the whole parking lot. I couldn't see where I parked the car where I thought I had parked it. I turned to Zion and Livy, and I got really mad at them. I couldn't believe that they let me lose the car that the car was stolen. I was blaming it on them. I turned to scan the parking lot again realizing that we didn't bring the Nissan. That the car that I drove was my Jeep. i wake up.
Your personal interpretation/comments: symbolically the car means Emotional Self. In most dreams the car is how we drive our emotional well-being. I feel like there is something to confront here with Livvy and Zion. I personally feel like there is something I'm mad about that has to do with my own identity that i blamed my younger siblings of. It may have better light if spoken about--Something we should get together and talk about.
Dream: I dreamt that I was hanging out with Zion and Livvy. We had just come outside from being in a restaurant. It was at night and we're in the process of going to get into the car. When I looked around I couldn't see the car that we had brought. I was looking for a blue Nissan. I scanned the whole parking lot. I couldn't see where I parked the car where I thought I had parked it. I turned to Zion and Livy, and I got really mad at them. I couldn't believe that they let me lose the car that the car was stolen. I was blaming it on them. I turned to scan the parking lot again realizing that we didn't bring the Nissan. That the car that I drove was my Jeep. i wake up.
Your personal interpretation/comments: symbolically the car means Emotional Self. In most dreams the car is how we drive our emotional well-being. I feel like there is something to confront here with Livvy and Zion. I personally feel like there is something I'm mad about that has to do with my own identity that i blamed my younger siblings of. It may have better light if spoken about--Something we should get together and talk about.
Dream date: (continued) first week of May
Dream: quickflash dream of seeing a text message from Chris that says "I'm so wasted again"
Your personal interpretation/comments: I think this dream could either be projection to myself but I also remember it being a message from Chris to me. Not sure what it meant to be honest.
Dream: quickflash dream of seeing a text message from Chris that says "I'm so wasted again"
Your personal interpretation/comments: I think this dream could either be projection to myself but I also remember it being a message from Chris to me. Not sure what it meant to be honest.
Dream date: (continued) First week of May
Dream: I see a big white bird that has a upside down teardrop face the top of the bird's head is covered in spikes and it has a long orange beak. I'm in a grassy field and the grasses are really long and I'm sitting and it's sunny outside and the light is really white. The bird approaches me head on and I'm frightened I'm scared at what the bird will do to me. So I turned my back and I look out across the field and I'm on a hill on top of the mountain side and I can see down below me it's green all around. I'm with another animal but I don't remember what kind of animal it is. it feels like some kind of dog or a fox. but bigger than either one of those animals. All the sudden from behind me I feel something big and fluffy and soft. And I realized that the bird that was coming at me. the big white bird that had frightened me head on, had come to lay beside me. it backed up against me so that I could lay my head on its back side. I remember putting my hands above my head to feel what it was knowing that it was the white bird.
Your personal interpretation/comments: symbolically I believe that birds are my spirit animal and as an air sign I dream about birds as a sense of freedom peace and healing. So the bird coming to face me head-on is a symbolic way of showing me that peace is on its way but I have to face bigger things first.
Dream: I see a big white bird that has a upside down teardrop face the top of the bird's head is covered in spikes and it has a long orange beak. I'm in a grassy field and the grasses are really long and I'm sitting and it's sunny outside and the light is really white. The bird approaches me head on and I'm frightened I'm scared at what the bird will do to me. So I turned my back and I look out across the field and I'm on a hill on top of the mountain side and I can see down below me it's green all around. I'm with another animal but I don't remember what kind of animal it is. it feels like some kind of dog or a fox. but bigger than either one of those animals. All the sudden from behind me I feel something big and fluffy and soft. And I realized that the bird that was coming at me. the big white bird that had frightened me head on, had come to lay beside me. it backed up against me so that I could lay my head on its back side. I remember putting my hands above my head to feel what it was knowing that it was the white bird.
Your personal interpretation/comments: symbolically I believe that birds are my spirit animal and as an air sign I dream about birds as a sense of freedom peace and healing. So the bird coming to face me head-on is a symbolic way of showing me that peace is on its way but I have to face bigger things first.
Dream date: First week of may
Dream: in the first part of the dream I see a small girl with blond hair playing on a grassy field with a white cotton shirt and pink pants. The dream switches to me walking on a beach it's overcast not a lot of light, and I'm with a dog. The dog is running ahead of me and I'm walking up a slanted portion of sand when I see the dog pool of bone from the sand. I keep walking not thinking much of the bone. But when I look back I see more bones on top of the sand. And I see some clothing that I recognize, a walk back to take a better look. I pick up a white cotton shirt that has a hole in the shoulder and the pink pants with a hole in the knee. I realize that the bones that are in the sand of the little girl that I had seen years ago in a grassy field. My realization makes me sad and frightened at the same time curious as to what happened to the little girl. I wake up.
Your personal interpretation/comments: upon waking, I was really upset about the dream. At first I didn't even know who the girl was but now I think that it was a projection of myself as a little girl.
I think some of this dream has to interpret that life isn't all about suffering. We move on from it but there's definitely a piece of my childhood that I missed out on.
Dream: in the first part of the dream I see a small girl with blond hair playing on a grassy field with a white cotton shirt and pink pants. The dream switches to me walking on a beach it's overcast not a lot of light, and I'm with a dog. The dog is running ahead of me and I'm walking up a slanted portion of sand when I see the dog pool of bone from the sand. I keep walking not thinking much of the bone. But when I look back I see more bones on top of the sand. And I see some clothing that I recognize, a walk back to take a better look. I pick up a white cotton shirt that has a hole in the shoulder and the pink pants with a hole in the knee. I realize that the bones that are in the sand of the little girl that I had seen years ago in a grassy field. My realization makes me sad and frightened at the same time curious as to what happened to the little girl. I wake up.
Your personal interpretation/comments: upon waking, I was really upset about the dream. At first I didn't even know who the girl was but now I think that it was a projection of myself as a little girl.
I think some of this dream has to interpret that life isn't all about suffering. We move on from it but there's definitely a piece of my childhood that I missed out on.
Dream date: First week of May
Dream: driving at night, the car hood pops up and I'm unable to see the road so I pull off and get out of the car trying to recognize where I'm at when someone from the right side of the street yells out "hey I'm Bronson!" and I look to the left down the street and there's a dead end sign then start to recognize the homes around me as it is the street of our Taylorsville house.
Your personal interpretation/comments: blindsighted by memory coming back. Details I haven't been able to access for years.
Dream: driving at night, the car hood pops up and I'm unable to see the road so I pull off and get out of the car trying to recognize where I'm at when someone from the right side of the street yells out "hey I'm Bronson!" and I look to the left down the street and there's a dead end sign then start to recognize the homes around me as it is the street of our Taylorsville house.
Your personal interpretation/comments: blindsighted by memory coming back. Details I haven't been able to access for years.
Monday, May 13, 2019
Hey Fam!
Dawnley reminded me that this blog even exists this week.... Let me know if it's too hard to figure out how to post on here and I can help you!
I have just forgotten to post anything. I think it would be cool if everyone was brave and just posted ONE dream each.
What could you lose? It may just benefit us all. I always am amazed to find out that my dreams are lining up with someone else in the fam-but if we don't share, we'll never know!
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